I was quite surprised to find this blog… I have totally forgotten that I created this blog randomly when I was having a sleepless night.
Well, this post is fast forward a year later. So much has happened in the past 1 year, so much so that I find it rather difficult to digest the lessons that I’ve learnt from it… and use these experience for a better year in 2015. But whatever it is, it has been a good year.
There were many ups and downs. I’m not saying it’s bad, after all, what’s the point of living if life without it. The thing that scares me the most is not about the ups and downs of life… but being stagnant. Imagine a life, if there was suffering, there will always be suffering… or if there’s pleasure, there’s always pleasure. Being stagnant scares me, because it says… that’s it, there’s no way out and you’re stuck.
I guess, in a way, we are all afraid of remaining just the way we are… because deep down we know that we have the potential to be something more. I always felt that way, whether it was about work or spirituality… but sometimes I do over estimate my current abilities and set a ridiculous benchmark which just ends up being a huge disappointment. Guess this year, I’ll be setting more realistic goals and build myself up from there.
Looking forward to 2015.